~JuSt Me~

New Year!! 2012

2012-01-04T10:13:00.000-08:00

Hi!

It's 2012! I've just turn 21 these last 3 weeks.

Well, from the amount of post that I've posted and the things that I've posted for this semester was kinda little. Then again, I will try my very best to update as frequent as possible next semester. My last paper for the finals this sem will be on the 19th Jan. Wish I could just fast forward things and go back Melaka soon.

I am soooooo~ home sick.. T^T

So, what have I been doing recently besides my uni stuffs?

I've completed the K-drama "Scent of a Woman" that I've stopped watching after the 5th epi. I know at that moment it was a big mistake to stop watching it... because.. if i stop watching it.. My sister and I would have missed my favourite part of every K-drama ---->

Our very first expression when we saw this in the drama was ---->

Besides completing the drama, for Christmas week which is my study week. I managed to hang out with my bffs and other humans =P

One of it is making cake with Connie! I thought it was lemon cheese cake cause it felt kinda heavy to em.. but to my surprise.. no cheese wor.. LOL! xD

BUT TASTE LIKE HEAVEN IF U EAT STRAIGHT FROM THE FRIDGE! >.<

I miss hanging out in Melaka.. ever since I've entered Uni, there's practically so little time to stay in Melaka as there's tons of assignments, report, seminar, project, presentation, quiz and etc.

Thinking bout it, I actually promised to hang out with some people. Hopefully I can fulfil my promises! xD

The only problem right now is my financial crisis~ T^T

I've turned 21 and yet my savings is like mini tiny puny little punya sedikit~ EMO. . .

Haiz.. When I would be able to buy my own car and bring my family to holidays?

A Note To God:

Please Help Me Here! I need some extra money to spend! Thank You!

The most memorable outing during Christmas would be going to Tangkak just to eat "Bak Kut Teh". *the bak kut teh ok ok nia la.. not so nice also..=P

BUT! I prefer their "chi qiao" (translation: Chicken Feet)!

I think it's one of the best chicken feet ever I've ate!

SUPER DAMN NICE!! T^T

MUST GO TRY! I recommend! xD

and only from this shop nia~

Erm.. Then I post until here lo~ Cause nothing much happening now.. Since it's Exam time.. Everyone was like having

DADADADADA~ The end of this post !
am kinda lazy to write or upload photo..cause there's no mega uploader T^T save the hassle..

Anyway, thanks fr reading! xD

p/s: listening to 柯震東 feat.陳妍希 - 漂流瓶

The End of 2011 but the Beginning of 2012

2011-12-21T08:50:00.001-08:00

Hi there everyone! I know it's been quite a long time since i've last updated my blog.. A very bad habit of mine.. which is lazy.. T^T i knw i should do some self-reflection asap.. oh..well.. who cares? =P

okie... cut the crap..

i usually will post blog when i'm super happy or down or too-free-till-nothing-to-do.. but this time i post cause i have something that i wan to say from deep within my heart but i can't say.. cause i know what i say will only hurt ppl mostly.. rather than making them happy..
people nowadays only like to be praised.. i knw i would be happy too if ppl praise me.. but i only will praise when i really think i should praise.. but for me.. most of the time.. i really have a "NORMAL LA" comment.. and when ppl praise me i also have no feelings.. =p

i jst wan to say one thing.. i'm a 100% giver and 50% taker.. what i take i will give back.. but if the things that i take is very good, i'll try my very best to return it super good.. but when things goes bad.. u knw la.. in short.. i'll pay back double..
so.. to restrain frm ppl being hurt by me.. =D
i am practicing i see and i forget.. because when expectations meat reality.. dreams will forever stay as dreams..

I've turned 21 this year.. feeling content.. not super happy..
(dont be mistaken that i'm not happy with the celebration! I AM SUPER HAPPY WITH THE SURPRISE! REALLY! =D)
but the fact that I have no awesome savings in my banks, still rely on parents (it's a good thing =P)and u knw la..

I hope i can earn a lot of money in the future and make my mom happy..

New Year Resolution:
1. I just wish my family and friends are all healthy and happy and safe.
2. Super good results and no longer lazy anymore! =P
3. SLIM ARR!! ==
4. i wan X XXXXXXXXX XXXX XXXXX XX and XX XXX XXXXX XXX XXXX XXXXX.. (secret) xD

a few pics i've taken myself!

thanks fr reading!!
p/s: Beethoven

HOliday's Buzz =3=

2011-10-08T21:22:00.000-07:00

Hey all!! New sem has begin now. I was kinda busy an lazy to update my blog eventhough i still continue to take pics a lot..hehehehe.. Oh well.. nothing much happened.. I just moved in to a new rental house near Uni area and busy with new sem thingy.. I think this sem is too fast.. cause next week would be my test 1 already.. SHOCKING!! @@ I havent even fully slept in class yet. Haiz..

Well, the tough gets going, the going gets tough! =D

So, just a few pics from my holiday things~ =P

I tried to learn guitar but it seems that i dont have the patience to learn them after like 30mins.. I QUIT! ^^

I had some thing else to fill in my time~ muakakak~

Okie~
So besides playing with my cousins and farming and eating and jalan-jalan and stuff.. One of my favourite event during the holiday was this>>>

IT"S WHAT WRITTEN ON THE CAKE!! ^^

The we went to Arena.. WHICH we are supposed to go to KTV gogo..but somehow we ended up in there~

p/s: It was my first time being "sort-out" by the cops around 2am while we wanted to leave.. We saw someone was fighting at the door and we rewind to our sits and BOOM! Lights on and "Lelaki sebelah sini, Perempuan sebelah sini!" My reaction was, "WTF?! @@ PLEASE DONT CALL MY PARENTS!"

But oh well, didn't get arrested also.. THANK GOD!! =3=

I can't take my eyes of this cute little squeezable chics!!! argh!!!! they are so small and yellow and soft and fat and a lil bit stinky.. =P

Went to the beach! ^^

Ate rojak and cendol and guess what? We met an angmo couple with a baby! the baby so cute.. but he dislike me..=.=

SO!! RAYA TIME!!! THANKS TO KAK PYA!!! =D
Had a blast during raya time ^^

Okie.. I think that's it fr now.. will post more when i am more rajin..hahaha =D
BB and thanks fr scanning thr my post~ ^^

p/s: listening to How To Love- Sam Tsui cover (<3 it)

By the end of July...

2011-07-29T10:14:00.001-07:00

Hello all! Actually I wanted to blog about my daily stuff everyday but I became a lil bit more lazier than usual since it's sem break now. =P

I've been busy gaming, watching movies,anime,drama and etc, visiting relatives, going for trips and so on... =D

I didn't snap a lot of pics in the end cause I'm getting more and more lazy.. hehehe..

Well..

First, nice things to talk bout..

I'm getting my license soon!! Awesome!! I never thought that the thoughts of having license is so much fun. I mean, I'm starting to plan what I can do with my license. =D

But....=3= I still got to admit that driving is still a weird thing to me. I don't know.

There's something bothering me everytime I'm driving. I've became more coward once I'm getting old..T^T Worried I might meet an accident.. aHHHH!!! andweji!! T3T

Short trip to Port Dickson.. I totally didn't take pic..T^T *emo* cause 1 day trip.. and i frgt to charge my hp.. huhu..

But on 2nd thought... The water there is err... a lil bit... not pleasent anymore.. the water's so damn dark.. =.= I couldn't let myself into the water..lol.. Had BBQ.. xD

I've went to relatives(mommy's side) house and played X-box for 5 hrs.. Never yet for this 3 months sem break have I sweat myself like that moment.. AWESOME!!! Besides that,going to the garden to pick some fruits like I've said on my last post.. xD

Ok...so....

Secondly, bad things to talk bout...

(it's jst somethings that I have in mind.. no big deal.. since blog have been like my online diary..=P)

My 3rd aunt called me today and we talked for while.. Basicly, she wanted me to go KL for while for some help.. Well, I'm OK with that.. Then we talked bout something else..

something that i particullarly don't wanna talk bout cause for me it's a nuisance matter..

It seems that my bro have totally ignored my mom and the family members i presume?

I wouldn't want to care bout him at all.. But since my aunt wanted me to ask my mom on the spot whether did he called home once in while or even deliver some money back home and so on cause the last time my aunt(his's GOD MOTHER) talked to him was APRIL(thank god it's this year)..

So, I've asked my mom. My mom said he didn't call back because he's busy with his work. He didn't deliver some money home because it's not enough for himself to use as well.Told my aunt bout my mom's opinion and she also disagree with his attitude..

Even my cousin could come back once in a while every month.. why he couldn't? =.=

In my opinion, All this covering up for him is bullshit. Sending money home i would definately understand because when we live else where, money sure to be a problem.. but not even calling home or answering calls for his own mother or even sms? I'm speechless.. But well.. that has nothing to do with me.. I just hope he got his own brains where ever he goes..=D

Next thing was I'm 21 this year..T^T I'm actually very happy.. but when I have those reflection-of-self moments.. EMO!! I'm 21 and my savings is not enough for me to last 1 year.. I'm fat.. and ugly.. and still living under my parent's help.. and didn't manage to buy my own insurance and stocks yet.. and so many things more.. T____T and worst.. my face condition is getting old!!!

well...

Thirdly, weird things to say.. =P

I've been like a baby.. sticking to my mom as often as I can within this 3 months.. There's this one day I felt so lonely eating in the kitchen alone and everyone was watching tv.. I then realise that's how my mom feels.. I don't want her to feel that way.. So i started to find out what she does daily and so on.. It was lonely.. My mom felt lonely all the way.. I hope I can come back more often every month after sem opens and spend some time with her.. =D

Then hor i keep on dreaming weird things.. unexpected ppl from my real life appear in my dreams.. so weird.. and this morning's dream i can't remember much but in the end i was running really hard.. then the other day I dreamt i was in a muscular man's arm..=.= shocking! then the other other day.. i dreamt i was on stage... weird..T^T

WOSH! So, that's it for today..=D

Some random pics i took myself~

Thanks for reading! ^^

p/s: listening to Ugly by 2NE1

Nothing Big..o.0

2011-07-07T07:03:00.001-07:00

HI all!! I know it's kinda more than a month since my last post! xD what to do? IMMA LAZY~

So? Progress in my life now?

let me cut it short here.. only things that i can remember now..
I start my driving lesson last week i think.. both car and motor at the same time.. got my my L now.. but got to wait 1 month before they allow me to take my P.. so still waiting..
am having issue with my driving tutor too.. he's a bit touchy person which i am totally hate it.. i got bruises on my legs because he tried to touch my leg..=.= *toot*
the story was.. 1st day of practical.. he hold my hands telling me that he wanted to teach gear thingy.. Which i personally think that there is NO NEED to hold my hands..he can jst show me like how the gear looks like.. it's so damn obvious.. then he touch, poke and point at my left leg.. which is making me piss off on the spot and i warned him bout it.. but he scold me instead saying i was very annoying asking a lot of questions and being lebih.. but i still insisted not to be poked or touched again or else i would have to beat him up..=.=t

and the next day..what i said was proven with evidence that he touched and poked me..cause my leg have bruises on it!!! stupid person.. got me so agitated!
i took a picture for safe keeping.. so that if i need to make any complain i could prove it and this is to prevent him from doing anything off the limit!
so the very nxt day was my motor class but he got to fetch me to the center... so i asked him again is it necessary to touch me.. and he ask me why.. so i told him my hand and leg have bruises now.. and he gave a super reaction of saying "really?! i also dont wan touch u all la.. u all so dirty! my hands more clean..."
From what he said, definitely he is scared that i would file up complain towards him.. so he better keep his hands to himself~ =.=

So, last month nothing much happened..
i wen to my aunt's dusun to pick up A LOT of durian, mangosteen and sour lime~ xD

There's a moment where i jst stop to rest in dusun.. for like 10 secs to catch my breathe.. There were like 10 mosquitoes sucking my blood at that moment!! OMG!!! This is one hell of an expensive experience.. I even got sun stroke fr while.. my face was red for the whole few days.. T^T i looked stupid and drunk..=.=
took some pics too..but lazy to upload..T^T sry~
nxt time maybe! xD

I've also cut down my online hours.. Cause now.. even online is kinda bored for me.. haiz..
and my weight gained..
Talking bout weight.. one of the most embarrassing thing that happened to me is THE DAY..
THE DAY when i flashing my fat tummy which is wobbling to my mom but 3 men pass by my house and saw my fat tummy!! T^T *emo*

But for the moment.. everything else is very peaceful~ xD
Thanks fr reading~ ^^

p/s: listening to So Goodbye by JongHyun (SHINee) **nice song**

^.^

TI-BITS! =D

2011-06-18T16:11:00.000-07:00

I've been VERY BORED recently..
SO I've been working very hard on finding new things to see and listen to~ hahahah!! so this is the list>>
FOR this FB's Link , full credit to the owner

4everKPOPgirL

DO CHECK IT OUT GUYS!! THIS IS SERIOUSLY NICE TO WATCH!

- f(x) [Hot Summer]

- Sunny Hill [Midnight Circus]

- 4Men [To Live At Least Once]

- BEAST [On Rainy Days, Fiction]

- Baek Ji Young [Average]

- FT. Island [Hello Hello]

- Secret [Starlight Moonlight]

- Kim Hyun Jung [Break Down]

# Hot Music #

- Boyfriend [Boyfriend]

- 5Dolls [Like This or That]

- N-Train [One Last Cry]

- BHG to (ft. Eun Jung) [I Love! "Always" Be Happy!]

- JiSun [Dear Wind]

- Rania [Masquerade]

- Heo Young Saeng [Let It Go]

- Jang Woo Hyuk [Time Is Over]

# Fresh Music #

- Young Ji [Not At All]

- YounHwa JaeIn [Love 1 Year]

- B1A4 [Only Learnt The Bad Thing]

p/s:listening to Neut Ge Pin Sarang (Too Late) -- G Soul
an old song..=D

Conflicts of Mind

2011-06-03T13:17:00.000-07:00

i dont understand humans! i dont understand all these ppl!

when i dont care.. they say i'm mean and realistic..

when i care.. they say i'm not grateful and being -ve..

when i ignore totally.. they say i'm useless...

i always wonder.. whether i care or not.. does it really matter?

since you all have been busy telling me this and that on each of my comments..

am i important or not in ur life? I DONT CARE!

why do u wan to turn me into u? by putting all those comments and advice and giving me those looks when i voice out what's in my mind??then u set your mentality about me at once~ jst like tht..it's disturbing!!! i'm jst saying~

DID I ASKED FOR YOUR OPINION?

dont judge a person just by the words or sentence or phrase they used.. so everyone that talk nicely and praising u is a good person?? haha! u know better! FACE IT!

i never explained myself before..cause i am lazy,tired, and i'm not good with beautiful words..

but i jst got the feeling to write it out now.. cause there's this flame in me burning..making me so damn angry..it's like those kind of pressure cooking and not burning fire..

when i say i don't care.. means I NEED TIME!!!!!! LET ME DECIDE! it's MY LIFE!

what are u so worried bout? if u are worried.. then.. GO GET UR OWN LIFE!

it also means that i DO NOT wan to think about it at that moment! so stop raising the issue up!

but this always happens btwn me and certain aged ppl.. because they tend to be childish at their age.. but trying to keep the adult image by saying things... but some friends tell u this and that.. and some friends don't..

i'm tired.. tired of being nice to ppl that i don't like.. do not like does not mean that i hate them.. it's the center of like and hate.. i have my own ranking.. so save ur energy to rank it..

after all this long nonsense.. because humans want explanation and reason and i wanna avoid more nonsense thinking on other ppl's mind.. my main point is..

Next time.. ASK ME when it has to do about ME! don't go and decide or comment or do anything you wan that relates to ME!

dont set any image of me in ur mind.. cause.. it's my image! and then expect me to live up to the image in ur mind.. i'm neither an actress nor a puppet...

if u're reading this..and think that this post is so emo-ish and sad and angry-ish and nonsense and stuffss.. YEA IT IS! BUT!!!!! DID I ASK FOR YOUR OPINION?

THE ANSWER WOULD BE NO!!!!! so keep it to yourself and MOVE ON!

dont act all innocent and criticise this..cause it's in all of the human's mind too!

this is jst to release my anger.. so read d..u can frgt d.. no point remembering..

SUPER HOLIDAYS! =D

2011-05-24T10:19:00.000-07:00

Hello all!! I jst came back from my fantasticly long holiday! Which is very tiring and fun too~ hahaha XD

The plan was suppose to be going to Kedah directly but since at that moment AirAsia is doing promotion. So, we took the flight to Kedah from KL instead. It was around RM58 I think. To avoid delay, I've stayed at my aunt's house for 2 nights with Ah Ma and Chen chen in KL before the flight =D

We reached during the night and headed straight to home and off to bed.

But Aunt Jess and Kak Siti cooked for us some food first before sleep. =D

The very lucky of us *chen and me* got to travel by car cause it was Wesak day.

So, in the morning, we went to the temple for pray.

Then, we go to One Utama for shopping and stuffs.

After that, we went to this Little Indian street Brickfields to watch Wesak Day's parade. There were 30 of them so i'm putting a few pics here.. If u wanna see more then click>>; this =D

Tips learned in KL: bring change on such occasion so u can give donation anytime to alot of diff association.

So during the night, Peng came over as planned. We took a taxi to LCCT and fly to Kedah.

Our flight was early in the morning, thus Chen's parents brought us to eat breakfast.

First time I tried this "Dry Kuey Teow" very simple yet so nice to eat. =D

Then we went to Chen's house to freshen up and rest for while.

Thanks to Chen and her family. We managed to eat the very famous asam fish at Jitra. ONE OF THE VERY BEST ASAM FISH I"VE HAD!! XD

The restaurant name is Restoran 5 Utara.*frgt to take pic of the shop* LOl =P

The restaurant was filled with a lot of people even it was weekday! *salutes*

The food we had->

Thai chicken feet

Fried Soft Shell Crab

Wrapped sotong

Mixed vege

and the most FAMOUS AND DELICIOUS STEAMED ASAM PEDAS FISH! ahhhHH! XD

Tips in Kedah: Have a car and jst relax. They have big roads and no jam! =D

Then, the nxt day we went to Langkawi!

Took ferry (ticket: RM23) Langkawi's Jetty Point.

We (Chen, Peng, Su Ching and me) meet up with Joey and her sis(i didn't frgt her name but i jst dont knw how to write in chinese). =D

We rent Avanza for RM100 with RM50 deposit for whole day (24hrs).

Drove to this cafe and had our brunch~ XD

The food is just SO-SO only.. Don't expect much..

Then we simply drove around Langkawi aimlessly to

liqour and choco duty free shops and Under Water World and Island Horse and Black Sand and basically whole Langkawi.

Just incase if you're wondering~ We stayed in a resort called Malibest at Pantai Chenang for 1 night for only RM150 and RM50 key deposit.

Then night time, we went to have our dinner at Orkid Ria Seafood Restaurant along Pantai Chenang too.

We ordered

Then we packed our bags and headed back to Kedah *chen's house* to take our luggage.

But, before that, we had our breakfast at this Arked Pokok Asam 1

(use GPS to find the address if u wan to..i frgt d =P)

The waiter told us that the most famous is the Yin Yang Cha and Luan Kut Mee.

So we ordered drinks

Egg and Sausage set.

Yin Yang cold and hot

Luan Kut Mee (soft Bone mee)

Wan Tan Mee

Tips in Langkawi: Have lots of money and don't simply buy liqour(it's very troublesome), rent a car cause Langkawi is small. Just follow the free map and that's it.

We reached Kedah and packed our luggage as the next day we will be going to Penang. =D Had our dinner.

Around 11.30pm, we went to have our supper.

This curry mee stall is really famous among the local and it is seriously NOT CHEAP OR REASONABLE but still delicious.

Only this 3 bowls, it already cost around RM30.

Random pics *chen's cat* SO CUTE!

Then we headed to Penang in the morning. Took a bus to the Jetty in Butterworth (ticket RM10) then from Jetty took a ferry(RM1.20) (love the open air ferry) to Penang Island! Too bad Su Ching can't follow.

Then we took bus to JOey's house. =D

After that, we went to Prangin Mall at Georgetown.

We had our brunch at this ShuanShuanLe Steambot. This is my first time after so many years of NO PRAWNS and i took a bite. I was really happy and excited eventhough the very nxt day i was itchy all over. LOL! XD

Then I took some takoyaki for RM3.90. There was only 4 biji and IT"S NOT NICE and the salesgirl was so rude. Her face shows "HIT ME". =P

Then we went to 1st Avenue for a walk then to Gurney Plaza.

We even watched movie (The Priest for RM11) at Gurney Plaza.

Bought this Green Tea Ice Cream for RM2.90 and it's delicious. =D

So, night time came and we jst walked out from the Plaza and headed to this famous Gurney Drive Hawker Center.

Some pics of the stall that we bought the food from..

We ordered (for the first round)

Fried Oyster, Rojak, Asam Laksa, 5TasteSoup *lol..dont knw how to translate the name*, Char Kuey Teow

Har Mee / Hokkien Mee

Chee Cheong Fun

Char Kuey Teow *frm other stall*

Steamed Otak-otak

Then the next day~

Our breakfast was at this shop>>

Fatty Loh Chicken Rice

They only sell their kuey teow soup for RM1 NETT!

Cha Siew and Lor Bak and Chicken Meat

Joey's parents brought us there and ordered 11 bowls NOT inclusive of the additional chicken rice and side dishes.

All Types of cooked drinks @@

Following>>

We went to all possible temples and historical places in Penang.

Some of the pics.The pics are in time sequence =D

I LOVE THIS LOTUS THINGY!! I threw around 12 coins and i got 3 into the bowl!! XD

I got Prosperity, Good Luck and Happy Marriage =.='''. But I'm still thankful! ^^

They said that this person is a real human and he have reached the stage of enlightenment. @@ I seriously don't knw anything bout it.

So after that, we had our late lunch.

We ate asam laksa and deep fried snacks.

Then we headed home to rest and went off to dinner.

So paiseh cause it's JOey's Ah Ma's mother day dinner. >.<

But actually we all was mentally forced to join along. LOL~ Jst Jking.. But we really had a really massive dinner to finish. It felt like ages when I was eating it..T^T But it's really delicious! XD

I think the picture will tell u what the food is. If you have any question can jst ask me. =D

Finished our dinner, we went home and prepare for tomorrow's departure to our own hometown.

Breakfast was another gigantic one too.. T_____________T

There's roti canai, char bee hoon and kuey teow and mee, fried chicken, soup, vege, fried rice, curry and lor bak. @@

Finally, Joey's dad drove us to Komtar and it was raining. It's the end of our road trip. *touched*

Tips in Penang: Have lots of changes if u wanted to go to temple. YOu'll definately need it! When u go to hawker centre, don't think that the one where ppl queuing up is the one that is very nice.=.= TRUST ME IN THIS! Use ur smell and sight to check the food.

I would like to thank Chen Chen's parents and Joey's parents for all the food and stay and hospitality given. It was a truly enjoyable trip.

Till next time! I want to go to such holiday again! ^^

May Days!! =D

2011-05-09T06:47:00.000-07:00

A short post to start with! ^^

On the 6th of May, I declared the end of my 2nd Sem 1st year student's life. It's another new chapter now! AhhhHHH!!! I can't wait for the next sem!

I'm staying outside campus starting from the next sem! Besides the fact that I'm excited that I can plan steambot or BBQ party.. But it's because the new things that I'm gonna explore when I'm staying outside campus~

Okie~ Pictures first!

Mommy jst came back from Korea few days ago for holiday. I was very sad when she went to Korea cause I was suppose to follow her but because of my exam that clashes with the schedule..=.= But mommy bought a lot of things that I wanted from Korea. ^^

Snickers! that's so long~ I've never seen this long Snickers in Malaysia. Might be I'm Jakun.. LOL~

Sweets~ >.<

I'm super loving this honey! <3

It's not too sweet and it seriously blends well with bread (bread =something that I seriously dislike) =D

So, after the last paper for my finals.. Took a trip with friends to kill our starvation for "DELICIOUS" food~ =D

went for steambot!! Our bill stated RM183~ LOL!

Then we went to a stall nearby to eat "tou shuang".. I was pretty much ROFL when I heard the name of this dessert was "tou shuang".. In my mind I thought my friend was telling me "i also very shuang" hahaha XD But it was tasty.. =D

We ate this fake shark fin soup the next day~ =D not bad actually~

NOthing much to say now~ Tata! Take care!

Looking for jobs in Melaka now with a reasonable pay. If u have any info~ Do enlighten me! lol =D Thanks in advance!

p/s: listening to Big Bang - Tonight and jst only change to 2NE1-Don't Cry.

site to share: SeoulFm This site is pretty nice~one of my frequent webpages.. always updating with new songs and mixed with old songs as well..

Have Fun! and Enjoy Your Holidays!

April DROOLS!

2011-04-17T09:51:00.000-07:00

HI all!! I know it's been quite a long time now~

Much have happened that I would really wan to update my blog but still it's around test time.. so Thank God I didn't..LOL XD

So what I did in april? pretty much slacking off I think..=P

Went to Secret Recipe with friends and i bought this Trans Fat Free Peach cake.. DO NOT BE FOOLED BY THE NAME! The cake was awesome!! It tasted a lil bit sweet though..

Of course not forgetting the reason why I was pretty slacking off cause my very first lappy was sick and passed away more than a week till I got my new lappy.. Even though I have my new lappy now.. I still miss my old lappy..>.<

So now, having new lappy.. I've managed to settle most of the delayed assignments and projects and as well as getting new software and update and getting sick because trying to hack some software for whole day non-stop.. but it was worth the while.. =D

There you go>>>

Some old pics I wanted to upload ^^

I found this Chinese Kopitiam Li Sheng near City Campus! I WAS SO EXCITED AND GRATEFUL! lol.. grateful may sound a lil bit over..but.. there's so many choices of Chinese food I can eat! I really love the Wah Tan Hor! Because It's HOT and they cook it separately!

Also! Found this nice roti tisu chocolate! IT WAS SO NICE~ When it was in my mouth..The texture and the taste blended just nice! =D

This one is at home.. cooking spaghetti !! EPIC!

Cook it myself! =D With extra bacon, cheese spread and garlic and onions crumbs.. Mmmm~ XD

Now! I'm not being seafood-ist~ but... this clamps really tasted like hell to me.. Even though it looked delicious.. but like they say.. looks can be deceiving!! It tasted horrible..

P/s: listening to Just Can't Get Enough by Black Eye Peas

Thanks for wasting ur time XD

2011-03-22T04:31:00.000-07:00

HI~

This month is March. I dont really know what to update here..LOL~ MIght be jst few random stuff all around. Gonna upload some pics too. If you wanna see more, jst go to my Fb page. =D

My new speakers~ hehehe~ got them from Bonuslink~ XD

Mommy say I have a tired face and I was given a packet of honey to finish up..T^T

And i made it to Chrysanthemum Honey Tea~ seriously, it's nice! kakaka~

Oh yeah~Just came back from Biro Tata Negara (BTN) trip at Pusat Latihan FELCRA, Tebing Tinggi, Segamat Johor. From my past few experience going to camps and stuff, I've always assume this camp is going to be like any other camp. But to my surprise, the facilities for the food and dorm was amazing. The room was all fully air-conditioned, and the food was amazingly delicious, except they don't enquire with students do they have allergies. LOL~

You guys might think that I'm the only one.. But i wasnt and there are ppl who have worst allergies than I do. But Thank GOd, I knew some how i will accidently took a bite of cookings with prawn, I brought my very last med pill. Or else, I'll be in the hospital rather than hostel..=P

Another good k-drama to share~ =D

Go watch Dream High! I'm seriously loving this character in Dream High~

His character name is Song Sam Dong.

Real name is Kim Soo Hyun. He's 180cm tall and born in year 88.hohohoho~

So, pretty much that's all fr now~ I'm kinda lazy to blog~ hahahaa.. i think i'm gonna upload pics with detail more from now on..^^

So, take care and bBye~ =D

p/s: listening to The Lazy Song- Bruno Mars ^^

Fabruary-ness~ =D

2011-03-07T08:26:00.000-08:00

Boo~ Booo~ =.=

Nearly a month passed from the last post.. SOrry.. Gotta update more often..T^T

But seriously so many things to do recently.. Everything seems to be so cramped up in a short 5 months only..haiz...

So~

How's life?? Hmm.. Normal i think..

OH~ BIG HIT OF THE MONTH! I LOST MY SHOE!! *emo*

As long as i dont mention shoe*emo*, then i wouldn't emo..

so let's not mention it..T^T

P/s: wen out today to buy shoe*emo*, so i skipped Elec Tech class and suay suay Mdm check the names and I'm not in the class! Kantoi skip~ haiz..T^T

~Last month activity~

Go Out to K and eat with friends~ =D

Woke up late~ so instant noodles to save the hassle~

Sudden Craze on steambot!! so do it in room~ kakakak!! felt so evil and kesian that time..cause have to curi-curi cook and eat! >.<

KFC's new offer~ dont knw wht fish thingy~ but nicey!! =D

One of the lecturer's car!! last time no flower print de already cute enough!! PLUS ONE FLOWER PRINT AT DOOR!! OMOOOOooooOOO~ Make me stare the car for so long!! XD

This month's wish~ Wish that I can do whatever I want sun sun li li and healthy too~ =P

P/s: listening to Grenade (planning to sing it at K) heeheheh~

Thanks Fr Noticing! ^^

Happy Valentine's Day ♥

2011-02-13T09:18:00.000-08:00

Today is Valentine!

I know it's been a month now since the last post. But well, you know.. As you're getting older, there's more job that awaits you.

So, today, it's gonna be the Single Awareness Day..LOL

Which I personally have nothing much to say.

So, straight to the point, I'm gonna post a few pics just for fun.

I bet most of you have surprise or planning for Valentine. Have a Blast! XD

But definitely, it's not all about those boy and girl love partner thingy.. There's always something more =D

But true, presents would make any girl felt happy even they say " Nah~ I don't need present.".

Seriously, it's all lies.. We just want a present that we REALLY wants. ^^

But for me,

this year, no other holiday beats CNY. This year CNY is the busiest, most short and tiring one. Hope that there's more excitement for years to come too~ :3

Shoes anyone? XD

AND!!

This Valentine’s Day:

1. Make plans to meet a good friend and remember how lucky you are to have caring people in your life.

2. If you’re feeling alone and your health is at stake, seek therapy.

3. Even if you’re attached, remember that someone else may need you and that they are reaching out for a reason. Don’t forget to be there.

A special note to parents:

Studies suggest college freshmen “are actually among the loneliest people that have been studied because, even though they’re surrounded by people their own age, they’ve left all of their high school friends and their parents and their family behind.” Be sure to check in with your child or loved one often. Let him know you are there to listen, even if he says he’s fine.

SO, all the best to the couples, singles, avail or not available ppl out there.

‎~ Happy Valentine's Day ~ ♥ ;3

Thanks for reading ^.^

p/s:梁靜茹-小手拉大手 just nice jst finish then now Lemon Tree =D

A New Year! :3

2011-01-03T09:30:00.000-08:00

It's a new year already~ A bright year ahead!

Fill your mind with your dreams and passion! Head towards it fully and completely~ =D

I wanted to post some pics of last months random shots, but since it's new year already.. I think it would be best if i post something new~ =D

but i dont have much new pics.. sry..T^T

One of my new year pic is this>>

this is flied from sarawak (airplane) to my room..

thank you my beloved roommate!! <3>.<>>

Kan Pan mien~ =D

this is sarawak's specialty.. also thanks to roommate!!

it's somehow like wan tan mee..but when u eat..u knw it's diff.. also nice..^^

I took a few pics when i was on my way back~ it's so cute!!! Check this out!!

A short dragon- adventure:

cute dragon trying to blow breathe..hahaha XD

Then it's lil sis dragon also trying to learn the same thing XD

but instead.. rainbows were out!! <3

i knw i have wild imagination.. =P

~*Peace Out*~

=TQ fr reading=

p/s: listening to

Bruno Mars - Today My Life Begins

YES OR NO?!

2010-12-04T07:32:00.000-08:00

Take car license.

I don't have a car license. Yes! Imma NO get license car. Imma lazy and trying to avoid all unnecessary expenditures.

But today mom forcing. She wan me to take the license this month.

She wan me to have a car in Uni..=.=

but there's so many disadvantages while having a car.

Oil money, Parking money, outing money, and etc will increase!! waseh....=.=

only good point: convenient to go around..

So.. should i or shouldn't i? T___T i dont knw..

Help me..haiz..

Everything In My Mind

2010-11-26T12:31:00.000-08:00

Hello all~ hahaha XD

I'm dead! The lappy got hang and this is the 2nd time I'm writting this post.. Awesome..=.=

So I'm gonna cut short the intro and go to the point.

Since I'll go randomly and I'm online now. I'm gonna talk bout what I've been doing during my exam week. OH YEAH~ You read it right! EXAM WEEK.

I've been watching all-you-can-see-movies-and-drama like forever 24/7.

The latest one was 公主嫁到. It's very interesting and attractive. A good drama I would say.

Good because:

1) actors and actress are all professional+pretty+good looking =D

2) like most of the hk drama, the shooting quality's good

3) funny and hilarious

Bad because:

ending's too short and illogical..haiz..T^T

LOL~ My roommate telling "You go become 导演 la~"

But it's all worth watching~ So go watch!! =D

So, next topic-> Facial products & etc. ^^

My problems??!

My face is getting old and it took a longer period for the pimples wound to heal. Not like how it used to be, only a few days. Haiz..

I admit I'm getting old..T___T

and and.. my forehead excrete oils sometimes.. OMG!! argh~ sad..=3=

My hair felt like steel wire. huhu~ T^T

My blackheads and whiteheads are increasing!! ahhhh!

Eye bags... dont mention it..=.=

So~~~

Let me intro the products I've been using.

For blackheads and whiteheads problems.. I've been using this Skin Food product of black beans.

Good point: Sticky and can really peel off your blackheads and whiteheads and easy to use.

Bad point:Cannot reach area between nose and cheeks..and expensive in long term. >.<

if you get what i mean..Like those Especially small ones on the corner of your nose and cheeks.. Thus, I've used this>>

charcoal masque, can be bought at any Daiso stores. It's good because it can lift up your face. But since my face is those dry type..I can't use it on my face. BUT!!! it goes well at the corner of my nose and cheeks!! hahaha.. XD

I think this tips is like everybody-knows thing.. After the nose strip and this mask on the nose area... Totally smooth!! =D

Face and hair problems:

I believe everyone washes their face in a way. I used to wash my face with dettols only cause I'm lazy and forgetfull and broke to death! But as I got older, I have my own savings and so so..hahaXD So I've bought this cleanser. I think this is the best product ever cause I use this everyday! Miracle..

Good point: Might due to the smell.. Rice water.. Me likey~ =D

Bad point: But it makes my face very dry somehow.. =3=

Then hair, I bought this out of persuasion by the saleswoman.LOL!

But it turn out not bad.

Good point: My hair was less dry,

Bad point:but the hair cream smells too strong at times that I've stop using it. >.<

Next,dry face but oily forehead T____T

because: My face was so dry on the forehead that the hormones excrete more oil to protect it.

BUT~~

I"ve just got my new facial product from Japan. ^^

Mommy paid it ofcourse. *Thanks =D*

I really need a facial product for maintainance purposes. >.<

I personally like it because:

a)whitening effect~ hohoho~ XD

b)odourless *i super hate artificial perfume smells that is overwhelming..makes me suffocate,pukes or headache =.=*

c) edible! (at last i found one edible product =D)

Bad point: Expensive and it took so long to get one because of the shipping.=.=

Hmm, recently i went to this new store in Batu Pahat Mall. This store "Beauty Credit" sells all local korean brands products. The salesperson actually gave me a sample pack of this brown rice mask. It's very moisturising. Not bad. But still I don't know how it will be in long terms. =D

~* Peace OuT!! *~

Listening to

걸스데이(Girl's Day) MV'잘해줘봐야(Nothing lasts forever)'

p/s: this new group Girl's Day also not bad.. hahaha XD

#Thanks for reading# ^^

Ending or Beginning? ^^

2010-10-29T09:03:00.000-07:00

Today's the last lecture that I'll be attending for this sem. It felt like a bullet.. Everything went on so fast that I didn't know that time has passed so much.. 1st Sem has reach to an end..What's left behind is the final exam..

It felt like orientation was a month ago..hahaha XD

Starting to know how everything works now after the 1st Sem ends.. Gonna really study from now onwards.. Hope everyone do well to in their final exams..=D

Well, to be truthful, I'm still not close to my coursemates.. But I do believe such things take time.. Still looking for room to rent for the 2nd year.. Managed to get a few agen's number and stuff.. but there's still so many things to consider.. especially transport and living cost..haiz..

Still thinks that home is the best..hahahaXD

all thanks to the expression that the uni gave me, especially on the water crisis..

still burning in flares =.=

Seriously can't wait to go home~

Missing mommy alot.. i dont knw till the moment being away from home so long..it's like around 1 month already since the last time i went back..

Hmm..nothing much I'm gonna blog now..hahaha..cause i can't remember things that well anymore..

gonna update my tumblr more frequent so that i can start to used to it..

GOOD LucK in FINaL PeepS~ =D

listening to ni bu zhi dao de shi by lee hom~

# PeaCe OUt XD#

Rndm...

2010-10-12T11:57:00.001-07:00

This whole month I've been busy. Seriously, I am. But i don't remember what I was so busy about? LOL.. But what really make me post this is because I got a very old friend of mine who called me out of sudden and say that she need someone to listen to her.

I was sleeping that time. Seriously dead tired and even if there's fire drill, i wouldn't wan to wake up. But she sounded she need comfort.

She tells me that she's having problem with her relationship.

But it's like more than half a year since the last time we met.. I don't even know what's going on with her love life.. But the fact that she was quite cool with it, so i asked her more. She broked up with her ex a few months ago.For me to hear this from friends of the same age.. it's like a normal thing..*ofcourse- must see who also la..*

But she told me she was the one who requested to break.. I asked her she found a new one? She said no.. Then i ask her why she requested and she didnt wan to tell me.. =.= wtf?

I think might be her relationship of 2 years shown the true colour of their own.

The guy wasnt as perfect as she think he was.. But i believe this goes the same as well fr the guy..hahaha >.<

So, to the fakers out there.. U can fake now.. but not forever.. Ur true colour still will show..

But odd to know that, a lot of ppl broke up.. I knw ... it's none of my business.. But i was shocked that they broke up.. i mean..they looked like a good couple.. hmm.. might be good is also a bad thing.. But hope that u're alright now.. stop thinking once u've decided.. =D Magic word: "everything is gonna be alright" *cheers*XP

time passes by so fast.. the fact tht i knw i'm gonna turn 20 in no time..

bipolar mood- excited and stressed..

I haven't even done anything yet.. like those achievement thing.. waseh.. i dont wanna grew old without doing anything crazy..

Okie.. I seriously miss home recently.. Due to the fact that the last time i went home was a month ago.. T^T eventhough i tried to remind myself " those go indian, pakistan arr, uk, rusia, or aus study more kesian" , i still miss home alot..cant wait to go home..>.<

I think a few days ago, i manage to do some self-reflection-moments..

I've been a Baaaad kid..='''=

Got to use less money and got to study more..

even if less money = less food..T_____T

Mommy, i dont wan to say sorry to u.. cause i'll make sure u'll never be sad because of me..

I'll buy u a house, a car, a maid, and good food.. =D

but i dont knw i can really make it real or not..

but hope is better than nothing..muakaka..

OMG~ Having test today and tomorw and the day after..=.=

wow.. i am soooooooooo excited... yeah rite!

all the best to the examiners out there..hope that u'll give good marks to the students..XD

p/s: it's 3.12am in the morning.. sleeping disorder T^T

listening to I Can't by 2pm frm Still 2pm..

~*PeaCe Out*~

empty

2010-10-01T03:11:00.000-07:00

Clicked on the Fb's apps,"Phrases on Fb" and it shows me>>

Because even if you decide to let go, a part of you still won't.

Then i accidently clicked again, and it showed me>>

Let go, forget the burdens of the past. The past can't be changed.

My reaction: =.= wth?! why so "mao dun" aiguu..

Don't really know what to post as I'm just too bored to think of anything creative or fun to read.

Recently went back to Melaka with Uni's friends, I brought them to Thai Kuang.

Bought a new book entitled,

" You Just Don't Understand - Women and Men in Conversation"

It's an awesome book because the moment i read it, I seriously don't understand what is the Men trying to convey to Women and vice versa. Having a examples of dialogs of conversation between Women and Men.

*sexist book..LOL! but it's quite nice*

As a student again, the only thing in my mind was Test and good result. I mean, who won't? ==

But the time limit is so short and my so called NerD-Button is not even ON.. How can i get it on? I tried to put pressure to myself but I just forget bout it very soon. LOL!! typical me..>.<

I think my NerD-button wasn't able to be turned on because it's rusty already. Jia You ba~ >.<

Suddenly, I wanted to watch Ghost movie. ^^

Well, let's see how it goes.

Listening to Insomnia, Whee Sung

~Peace Out~

Young Memories..XD

2010-09-09T09:46:00.000-07:00

Hi all.. =D

Came back to Melaka fr 2 weeks of Raya Hols..

Lot of things i need to catch up.. more like patch up..cause.. it's already there..jst need to be updated..

Just one random day, talking to my mom in her room with sis only..

You knw those heart to heart talk rite..

Mom started to talk bout my younger years story to lil sis..

I dont think it's funny.. but my mom and sis thinks so..==

For me it's quite embrassing actually.. >.<

1st story,

I knew i was once bald when i was in kindergarden..

Pretty sad and shame of it.. I remember the image of me lining up and wore a cap to school.. and friends were laughing at me..Of course i was furious bout it.. I mean..I'm a girl.. supposingly having long hair..T^T

But my mom said I was the one who demand to be bald..==

she said i was so jealous of my bro of being bald and the spoilt brat gets what she wanted.. BALD..==

I still keep the picture.. so sad i'm not gonna post it up..cause it will totally ruin my image..

MOm wan to LIKE the pics if post in Fb..==

and comment : you look so cute..like a small nun..

2nd story,

catching a mouse.. my mom say i was amazing..cause i was daring and fast enough to catch a mouse that ran into the house frm the backdoor.. i still remember it actually..

I saw the mouse came in and i wanted to catch it cause it looked so cute..but tried so many times also fail..then i saw the mouse ran to the praying avatar.. i got so angry i scold the mouse and i got hold of it.. i was bitten and bleed as well.. Mom jst OMG and asked me why and continue to work only..didnt even listen to my reasons..==

I remember telling her i was very angry the mouse didnt respect dear God.. haiz..silly me..T^T might be i got crazy mouse disease now..

3rd story,

the most embrassing story ever ..>.<

i was playing with my neighbours.. u knw la..small kids.. running around like nobody's business..

i was fighting with the neighbour..i think the boy scared me bout the house at the end of the road.. i was told it was haunted and the stupid guy caught me and put me there.. i creied running back and was eager to revenge.. the moment i managed to ran frm the haunted house..i wen to hit the guy..but ofcourse, he was taller than me and bigger in size..so i shouted and wanted to bite him like crazy.. my mom coincidently was finding fr me and saw me trying to bite the guy.. you knw la..small kid dont knw ma.. but my mom tell me that i nearly bite his "xiao didi" @@ which i mean it's impossible.. == my mom say she shouted at me to stop trying to bite the guy..

*this all happened to me when i was super young..

and i dont believe it's 100% true..==

mommy was jst trying to make my lil sis happy..huh..

What is written or read here..stay's here..==

listening to Whataya wan frm me XD

#PeaCe OuT#

^.^

wht's ur problem?

2010-08-25T02:43:00.000-07:00

Hello ~ =D

p/s: the following details of this post might appear to be harsh.. so if u're a sensitive person..pls do not continue to read..

DAMN U!!! ARGH!!!!!

anger is raging..=.=

WHY IS THERE NO WATER? DONT YOU "PIHAK ATASAN" SO CALLED..==

TO BE CHECKING AND SOLVING THIS ISSUE ASAP?

DONT YOU KNW THT IT WILL AFFECT US BADLY..!!

I BELIEVE THAT THIS SHOULD NOT BE HAPPENING... WHY IS THERE NO ACTION TAKEN?

ARE YOU TRYING TO CONVEY THE MESSAGE TO US THAT "YOU DONT GIVE A DAMN?!"

OR THERE MUST BE PARENTS OR GOVERNMENT OFFICER INVOLVED THEN ONLY ACTION TO RESOLVE IT WILL BE TAKEN?

IT'S JUST A SIMPLE PROBLEM BUT IT AFFECT US, STUDENTS GRATELY!

IF YOU HAVE YOUR REASON ON TURNING OFF THE WATER..

CAN'T YOU PUT UP A NOTICE OR ANNOUNCEMENT OR SOMEHOW INFORM US?

RAWR!!!!!

DONT TRY TO TELL US TO COPE UP WITH THIS ISSUE.. I DONT SEE ANY REASON OF COPING UP WITH THIS ISSUE AND TRY TO FIND HELP OURSELVES AS I PAID THIS DAMN HOSTEL MONEY TO STAY HERE.

I DONT EXPECT FULL COMFORT BUT THIS IS WAYYYYYYY OUT OF HAND..

IF THIS CONTINUES AND COMPLAIN LETTERS IS IN..

DONT BLAME THE STUDENT FOR NOT VOICING OUT OR INFORMING EARLIER..

WHAT KIND OF STUPID ISSUE IS THIS TO BE RAISED IF THE UNI IS SO DARN BIG BUT ONLY HOSTEL'S AREA DOESNT HAVE WATER AT ALL..

WHERE BY RITE..IT SHOULD HAVE..== FCKU LA..

IF IT'S 1 OR 2 DAYS..

IT'S FINE~ BUT 3 DAYS CONSECUTIVELY? JST CROSSED THE DAMN BORDER DUDE!

thanks fr reading..this is jst my own thoughts..

peace out~

listening to not afraid eminem..

Nothing much..

2010-08-21T03:57:00.000-07:00

Hi... =3

I'm pretty much bored and have nothing else to do.. *even having 3subjects to settle*

So, I'm gonna blog bout anything tht jst pass my mind fr now..

-->> Wishes ^^

This is the

Wishes that have never came true till now and i desperately want it to happen ASAP:

1. Getting 4.0 this sem >.<

2. Getting a gay guy best friend..T____T

3. Super rich

4. Free flow of nice food and drinks =D

5. Become slim or thinner == *dont laugh*

6. A fat cute dog pet named tweji

7. Air-conditioned hostel room -totally in my dream fr this one..

And this,

is the wishes that i wish since i was young, and it actually became reality..

1. Having a lil sis == *no wonder they tell me to be carefull of what i wish for*

2. Bought things that i wan with my own money..=D

-->> Laptop

My lappy is starting to go bizarre out of sudden.. Symptoms of turning off and on again out of sudden.. Black out of sudden.. Going slow everytime i open something.. and getting hot very fast.. haiz.. wanted to buy a new one.. but no budget at all for that.. since i'm not working..T^T

But lappy have served me well.. it has been 3 years now since we're together..=D

-->> Spider

GOSH! so damn pissed of with spiders.. I've been waiting fr tht mutated spider to come out and while i was writing this post it actually came out.. i was soooooooo anxious, quickly grabbed my all-multipurpose-folded-amazing-newspaper-stick to hit it.. and DANG!!! I MISSED IT!! argh!! and it got away.. lost in the dark corners that i couldnt reach..== FTW!!

Seriously.. the spider incident jst make me go blank~ grrrrr...

Wanted to play any MMROPG.. if only lappy is as good as old times..

Listening to BoA-Hurricane Venus~^^

#PeaCe OuT#

My Point of View =D

2010-08-07T00:02:00.000-07:00

Hello~ Meh Sista and Meh Bro~ XP

Dont knw wht I'm crapping actually..

I just wan to write this down before i totally forget bout what I'm suppose to write. ^^
~My Point Of View~

I personally thinks that UNI LIFE IS AWESOME!
Bet that everyone (which only includes those that I knew them =P) thinks the same..

But everytime i saw their pictures. It's always them with poses and friends. I mean that's a good thing and the picture turn out to be good and was liked and commented by lots of ppl..

In opposite, I think that I totally enjoyed living in Uni, it's not because of knowing more opposite sex and chit-chating on how cute they were, exam coming and everyone freaked out or even ranting bout how was the lecturer's class or or.. where and what the hell are we eating today?==

For me.. =D
I personally thinks that it's everything.. Not only focusing on one small part of it on tht's why i liked it..
Reason on why I'm saying so? >>

1) Learning new and revising old subjects brings me back memories on yester-years..>.<
2) Having to take care everything yourself
3) Doing chores like washing clothes,and cleanings all by yourself
4) The adrenaline of Taking quizzes and exams and satisfaction after answering it
5) Got to do whatever that i wan to do (fr eg. Gamin, Fb-ing, Movies) anytime i wan
6) Walking to classes when able to or taking bus when it's late
7) Thinking together on the only ONE HELL of a BIg Problem, "WHAT TO EAT?"

This feeling of "berdikari" is soo cool~
I like this feeling.. Cleaning my own mess up.. I notice i became more
hardworking when i came here.. Beside the fact that I'm already hardworking =D
Might be, I was too hardworking creating mess, so i need to be hardworking too to clean it..ROFL~

~listening to Lemon Tree~

#PeaCE OuT#

Study Freak ==

2010-08-02T08:23:00.000-07:00

This month of August..
DROP DEAD BUZY T__________________________T

My roommate actually said:
"Yi Ting, you look so free and relax everyday..I'm jealous"

And i go:
"WTH?! I"M BUSY.. just not in the room..=D"

wht you see there, doesnt mean that i'm free lo..=.=
having presentation and test and quiz and activities and daily chores to do..hhaiz..
What a life..

But Deep Down.. I like this busy feeling.. Make me Feel like whatever shit I'm doing..
It's BIG! =D

and of course.. missing family and home and friends back in melaka too..
nothing much to say actually..but too bored rite now..=3=

listening to waka waka..
PeaCe OuT~

P/s:
usually.. all my 3 roommates will be studying, writting and calculating and doing all those memorising till late nite..
they are uberly busy ppl, as well as i am..just tht things that we're busy is diff..

take fr example at this moment i wrote this post..
they're all reading..and doing assignments..and i'm busy eating and finding new food to chew..XD

BONUS LINK SUX BIG TIME! =.=

2010-07-23T07:24:00.000-07:00

I have no sense of direction?! IT'S IMPOSSIBLE~ Come on.. I'm like, you knw, 20 yrs old this year? NO WAY I GOT LOST IN MY OWN HOSTEL!!! NO WAY MAN~

I might get lost a few times fr about , let me say 4x.. BUT still, i was able to find my room after 30 mins.. I was jst going fr a walk all around my hostel to knw better the places..=D

Smart humans would believe me.. and if you dont.. you knw which group you're under..^^

=3 Today I had my Electric Circuit quiz..which i'm like so gonna fail it..DARN~=.=
and same goes to my Engineering Maths..
God bless me..T^T

Practically I'm over-bored and got way too many things to study..So I've decided to post this random post.. Xp how self-comforting i am..

OH!! ONE IMPORTANT THING I THAT I MUST VOICE OUT!

Practically, yesterday I receive a call frm Bonus Link Cust Care regarding my write in complaint tht I've mailed them last week..

It really got me super pissed off when the officer tht called me is super-rude, and doesnt knw how to salvage the customer.. She was more like interrogating me rather than probing me fr futher details.. Definately pissed me off..
If it's not because I have no time to deal with such insanity, I would have wrote another write in complaint against her..
When I told her about my prob, she was telling me " if you cared so much, why didnt you call in earlier to settle it?" and before we discussed any futher I've mentioned to her in the email as well on the phone that "I've BEEN CALLING IN 2 MONTHS AGO REGARDING IT AND NO SOLUTION WAS GIVEN"..

AND YET, she still asked me "You DID?"
=.= zzzzzzz WTH?! is wrong with your communication skills~?!
GGGGAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!

She even asked me to fax her the resits.. and i told her "DO YOU KNW I"M A STUDENT?! AND I DONT HAVE FAX MACHINE?! DONT TELL ME YOU DONT HAVE ANY OF MY DATA?"
She was telling me to use my dad's or mom's and she said "YES, WE DO HAVE ALL YOUR DATA"
wah~ so amazing ah.. you knw d then still ask me ah~ so smart of you lo..=.=t

Gonna mail them again..and this time.. If i dont like it.. i wan to write in complaint about everything tht is happening.. Bonus Link and DIGI~ watch out..zzzzzz

Listening to Superman- Five fr fighting

~PeAcE OuT~

NO one knws the truth..

2010-07-13T08:37:00.000-07:00

Sudden feel.. Decided to write this eventhough tomorw i'm going to library early in the morning..

I dont understand human.. It's so hard to understand.. So i jst take them by how it suppose to be.. Unless, those close friends, which of course..will spend more time adapting..

I've been told to be direct cause of beliefs tht if they were told, they can take it..
Which, confirmed that they WONT be able to handle the truth..
Truth is jst sometimes so hard to take..
And the best solution ? Do nothing bout it..

Believe how your heart feels..
Ignore what hurts you..
As long as you're true to yourself..
Let them hide themselves up when everything is cleared out one day..
Those tht have evil thoughts bout you..arent the real ones..
When humans look into their past, either they are proud or regretting on what they have done..
I believe at this moment of my life, I have no regrets..but they will..
I'll live my life to the fullest..
You too..

LiVe YoUr LifE to ThE FulLeSt! =]

How to do tht?
Simple things always make humans feel better..
Have a Chocolate.. Listen to music..
Feel the wind and think of families and friends that are always there fr you even not beside you..

Listening to The Climb..
PeaCe OuT~

^^

MissiNG YoU~

2010-07-12T05:35:00.000-07:00

Hi!
I knw i knw...=3=
Too long ago since the last time i've updated my blog..XP
I've always wanted to update it but the only prob is tht the pics uploader cant take in in loads..=.=

LOl.. might be i'm lazy [I admit it!]..kakaka..

can always click on the link to my FB's photo fr Uni>>
http://www.facebook.com/editalbum.php?aid=2072439&add=1&flash=1#!/album.php?aid=2072439&id=1428387321
i wont be uploading always..so check it out yourself..XD

I'm missing home totally.. But many things to be done in Uni fr the moment..

Today, I've been lost in my own Kolej TDi fr bout like 10x.. felt stupid..T^T
But.. I was able to see things tht i'm arent suppose to see..LOL.. *wonders*

I'm homesick whenever I'm able to sleep..Missing my mom's food.. and the things tht i DONT have to do..clean water, nice tv, nice bed, nice food.. and pratically free~
but here, everything needs money..haiz..

They should let me go back.. you bast**d uni!! =.= zzzzzz

Melaka~ YOU ROCK BABE!! miss your delicious food, pretty view, repertoire shoppings, and small size...>.<

I'll be back soon ^^ *i hope so..prays*

Peace Out~

listening to The Reason..^^

Treasure Box

2010-06-04T08:40:00.000-07:00

Heart is the treasure.
Taughts is the box.
Mind is the riddle.

To get the tresure, you have to get the box.
The box doesnt always shows the correct thing tht you're suppose to be looking at.
The box is only jst fr display.
It may look undesireable frm the outside but tht is wht the box want to be looked like.
I dont deny, some box really show the treasure tht's inside.
Making ppl pleased with wht they wan to see.
But we all should knw tht it's all illusion.
There's not only 1 box cover to protect the treasure.Maybe more.

The mind as the riddle is how the treasure is kept safe.
To make sure tht not everyone can see the treasure inside.
If the box is broken, the mind create a new one.
SO, the only way is to solve the riddle.
To solve it, is to understand it, not to force it.
One wrong move and the riddle will change.
If you dont have the patience to solve the riddle, dont try too long.
The mind will get tired as well.

The treasure is your reward fr spending so much effort.
But the treasure is not always rewarding as it seems to be.
As I've said, looks can be deceiving.
Now, the problem lies on how are you gonna take care of the treasure.
It's fragile and sensitive, tht's why it's kept in the box in the first place.
Will you take good care of the treasure as long as you can?

Please, Action speaks louder than words.

BUt, why do ppl wan the treasure box as first?
Ans is GREED.

Greed can be in a lot of different meaning and interpetation.
But, it's still greed.

Sad Sad Sad Day..

2010-05-12T04:33:00.001-07:00

Today is my Sad Sad Sad Day.. Usually it's jst sad day when i got scold fr coming home late, sad sad when having bad result.. but this is sad sad sad day..

seriously i mean it..

I was lazy and reckless and too confident about myself..

I thought tht i'm like those auties tht will be super carefull and wont forget things and will be like super aware of things around me.. BUT.. today i have to eat my words up..

I think i cant give money to my mom fr nxt month d since i'm quiting and such things happened at this moment... stupid me fr not being a super aunty to save up money.. i think i have to work longer than i suppose have to.. since i dont think i'll get into local uni..haiz..T___T

I really felt like slapping myself why for the first time i leave my phone alone on the desk?

Everytime i break , talk to ppl, go toilet *small business or big business* i also will bring along.. i can even leave my purse on the table.. but why???!!! T_________________________T

WHY?!

why wan take my beloved away frm me?! Felt like cursing..

now i really knw how the feeling is when you have your phone lost to a theif..

felt like stabbing him 50x in the hand!! F@#*!!!

100x on the brain.. and slapping 150x on the face..=.= zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Just lost a 1k phone tht jst used less than 2 months and i really do feel the pain..

really do.. this is like a super exp lesson to learn..*sobs*

May the theif becarefull in the future as there will be times you'll pay fr it..

fr stealing my beloved phone tht i clean and polish every nite and keep it warm and smooth..

and jst bought a new screen guard and top up $50 fr the first time and having all my contacts fr my friends and relatives and neighbours and aunties and ex-colleagues and co-colleagues and scandals and dog's name..=.=

YOU WATCH OUT!

steal my phone and my mom's gift fr me frm Japan..

YOU BETTER FEEL GUILTY!! you heartless ppl..=.=

I'm staring at you!!!

in your nitemare's i'll appear..

FrusTy Frust..

2010-05-09T08:01:00.000-07:00

~Happy Mother's Day~

I would like to dedicate this post to all mom in the world..
I bet everyone thinks tht they mom is the best.. **ofcourse la...**=.=

Well, since i'm old enough - nxt year gonna be 21 d -
The position when i'm talking to my mom no longer about school or tuition..
Now the topics has changed..might be it has changed long ago but recently i jst noticed..
When talking to my mom, i notice she tried to do so many things fr me..

When i am actually off today and wen out with her..She told me wht happen this few months when i was not at home with her..
She told me she have cleaned by clothes and sew it..
She told me she had been preparing food fr me but i always come back home late..
haiz..felt so guilty..
and now oly i notice i'm not home most of the times..practically everyday when i started to work.. i was busy doing ot till i frgt tht she is waiting at home..SORRY MOMMY..>.<

The part when i was shocked when i wen out with her today was she told me a lot of new things and i say i dont even knw about it was " you're always not at home and i'm always alone"

Then a girl came towards her and there's only a few flowers in the basket speacially fr MOther's Day.. My mom had one frm the girl but because the aunty stand beside my mom was looking at the flower my mom actually gave it to her.. I asked her why and she say she very happy got flower but she dont need it so she give to another aunty to let them be happy too..

SO, i thought of bringing her to eat all those exp food..but she wan something else.. she wan to pay fr it.. why do i have such mom? I FELT SUPER BLESSED TO HAVE YOU AS MY MOM!

I'll promise you, i'll be rich one day and i'll buy a house, a car, nice food, and make you stay with me and also a "maria maid" fr you! ^^

and dont laugh and say "see first har.."=.=

no pics fr today as the internet speed is super slow as in not moving..wth~

PeaCe OuT~!!

RaNdoM PoST XD

2010-04-24T07:33:00.000-07:00

Hi All~ XD
~Happy Chinese New Year and Hari Raya and Merry Xmas~
I knw it's since like years since last time i update.
But updating pics in blogs is very time, energy, power, and patience consuming..
but i will still upload some here..lol..
First of all, I've been noticing this tasty drink..
It's called he 3 Layer Tea..XD

This one.. is something sunset...*lol* i frgt the full name..but very nice and creamy..muakakaka..

I've took a lot food photos but was in old phone and the phone wen to washing machine..so i bought new phones..hehehehe..>D
but totally broke fr the whole month cause of the phones..but well..all worth it..

Since i'm working now.. fr quite a long time..*waiting fr the uni ans then i can resign..hahahaha*
SOmething random i took frm the workplace..

ONe of it is~~~~
FTW ON THIS SPEED! this is on normal days.. WONT BELIEVE MY EYES ON CNY TIME.. IT WAS 1GBPS!!!!

Secondly, ^^
INtro to you all.. my neighbours..XD

Show you guys something you wont believe..*smirks*
This is my place..^^ *messy not?*
AND THIS IS MY NEIGHBOUR (WanLi's) place..muakakaka.. bet you guys cant say i'm messy person anymore..heheheh*shows teeth*

Will try to upload photos more fr memories..^.^
Till now.. PeAcE OuT!! *woots*

JaPan !!! XD

2010-01-30T23:54:00.000-08:00

i will update the 30 pics nxt time la.. lazy la.. so many..>.<

Future?

2009-11-19T08:12:00.001-08:00

STPM is on monday.. Recently i dreamt a lot.. and most of it is about running.. it felt like my world is coming to an end and i have to jst keep on running.. I'm tired.. i dont wanna run anymore..
I think i'll jst let it be.. and see how it goes..but i dont expect anything great would happen..
If anyone out there knws a job that pays RM1k+ permonth, please inform me.. i would really appreciate it..XD thanks..^^

Dreams...@@

2009-11-08T08:35:00.000-08:00

I had a dream yesterday.. On Saturday night.. around 11+pm.. I was watching movie with my mom..as usual.. Then i start to study around midnite to 2+am in the morning.. I dont knw wht got into me..But things just gone so weird i dont knw wht to do..
I went to bed around 3am, thinking that tonight, the rain will be my lullaby.. But somehow, I've got up 1 hr later..@@ I just jump up frm my bed.. I had breathing difficulties.. I had to open my mouth to breathe..
Definately, I'm not a mouth person..== *in breathing sense* Then i woke up.. Trying my best to fell asleep, I force myself to lie down on my bed and think of pork chop..*it make wonders to me^^*
Then slowly i fell asleep, and all i can remember, the dream felt so real..
I dreamt that all my friends are all around me.. We were so happy talking and having fun.. Just out of a blink, we're all running away.. from something.. i dont knw wht's tht.. but all i knw is tht.. we're all BleediNG and in pain.. Err.. like you knw? those movie scene..
I remember we were running to a place.. and things has gone down fr a while..
Then i saw my friends all there in the room.. some of them were missing.. *dont really remember*>.<>>>>>>>*
I ask him.." do you knw your eyes are bleeding?"
He replied.." What? No la..=.="
Then i was saying.." yes it is!! zzzzz"

Last scene i remembered before i got so scared that i woke up..
I saw a girl.. i think she was as old as me? she look so..
i asked her what happened? and why all this happen?
she jst look me into my eye.. giving speechless expression..
i got worried.. worried on not the fact that i am talking to a stranger,
but one stranger that dont reply me in any sense..
I asked her again, with a louder voice..
she jst stare at me blankly.. when i got closer to her to ask her wht happened..
i saw her eyes were as red as the others.. but she dont seem to care about all this..
seems to me, she dont feel pain.. then i woke up..

Today, in the evening.. i rained so heavily.. It make me think..
Is the world coming to an end?
Are we all dying?
Or am i jst having overstressed dreams? @@
I hope that it stay as a dream..

Peace out ~v
*listening to Only One, yellow card..now Over You..

Tags >.<

2009-09-02T07:25:00.000-07:00

Hi! ^^ I was tagged by Lik Wen *she find this interesting=.=* so I've done my job now..
BUT, remember to answer the previous post's questions..XD

Here it goes,
001. Real Name : Tan Yi Ting
002. Nickname(s) : eating, ting, fei po..T^T
003. Age : 19 XD
004. Zodiac Sign :sagitarius..<3
005. Male or Female : Female
006. Elementary : SK Sacred Heart *missing it*
007. Middle School: SMK IJC *loving it*
008. High School : MHS *suffering =.=*
009. College School : -nil-
010. Hair colour : black..
011. Long or Short : Long
012. Loud or Quiet : i think it would be loud 24 hours ^^
013. Sweats or Jeans : both also ok if the weather is cold la..
014. Phone or Camera : i would choose a new camera.. since i have a phone already..=D
015. Health Freak : okie okie lo.. but i still eat wht ever i wan..kakaka
016. Drink or Smoke : i drink a few sips on special occasion..i hate smokers..=.=
017. Do you have a crush on someone : yea i think so?
018. Eat or Drink : Eat
019. Piercings : both ears..but the holes close d..>.<
020. Tattoos : i got those tikam mia tattoos lo.. but real one dont have..
021. Social or Anti-Social: hmm.. center? cause i'll have to see i'm wit who..
022. First Piercing : Form4?
023. First Relationship : After Form5
024. First Best Friend : Sonia Fernandez.. friends since primary..^^
025. First Award : if u're talking bout a trophy then it would be on Form 1..XP
026. First Kiss : wht kind of kiss? hmm since i was small? like 3? my relatives..
027. First Pet : my meow meow~ T______T
028. First Big Vacation : my mom told me i wen to thailan, singapore, and china b4.. but i dont have a fking idea bout it?@@ but~ i have pics=.=
029. First Love at first sight: hmm i think it would be Mr.K?
030. First Big Birthday : last year? XD

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating : jst only ate..
050. Drink : plain water..
051. Excitement Level : hmm fr now no... Why? 1) headache 2) thinking of trials..
052. I'm about to : post this long post?=.=
053. Listening to : 泳兒, 海鳴威 - 我的回憶不是我的 (i dont knw how to read chinese but this song rox XD)
054. Plan for today : sleep late so tomorrow no need go school..
055. Waiting for : human to get out frm toilet..=.= so slow..
056. Energy Level : draining..
057. Thinking of someone: yea?
058. Want kids? : anything? but i dwn too many kids or naughty kids=.= troublesome sial..
059. Want to get married?: fr now? NO la..but when i'm 24 to 26 ya..^^,
060. Careers in mind? : engineer..>.<

Which is better in the boy/girl you like:

068. Lips or Eyes? : Lips
069. Romantic or Funny? : Damn Funny..
070. Shorter or Taller? : Taller
071. Protective or Caring? : Protective
072. Romantic or Spontaneous? : Spontaneous
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: Nice Arms
074. Sensitive or Loud? : both i think? @@
075. Hook-up or Relationship? : Relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant? : Trouble maker XD

Have you ever:

080. Lost glasses or contacts : No la.. i jst only get my specs..
081. Ran away from home : plan to, but it never work out well..T^T i was too hungry..
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: yea.. was fighting wit mom's son, he can really make me angry=.=
083. Killed somebody : NO LA @@
084. Broken someone's heart : Yes
085. Been arrested : No
087. Cried when someone died : Yea..

Do you believe in:

089. Yourself : Yes i think? but i do doubt bout myself at sometimes..
090. Miracles : Yeah.
091. Love at first sight: No
092. Heaven : Yes.
093. Santa Claus : Yes
094. Tooth Fairy : No=.= i tried once b4 when i was young..
095. Kiss in the first date: 1st date? @@ too rush le ba?

Truthfully:

097. Is there someone you would want to be with right now? : Yes but....
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? : Yea, but sometimes i demand for better things to enjoy or to escape from reality..>.<
099. Do you believe in God? : Yes

100. Post as 100 truths and tag people: I TAG ALL THE BLOGGERS IN MY COMRADS LIST ^^

Thanks for reading..^^

Do You Know Where This Picture Is Taken At? o.0

2009-08-30T23:08:00.000-07:00

Hi! I know it's been like more than a week I updated my blog. Sorry bout that.. T^T
Anyway, exam week is near, and it's not any exam.. IT'S STPM!!! @@ Oh Mai GAH!!!
Trial is just a few days now, and I'm still posting this up. Why? Because I've been onlining the whole week where I'm suppose to be studying. I'M DEAD MEAT!
But well, it's more or less a normal thing now for me to fail.. XD

Just a minor updates and 3 Questions to ask. hehehehe XD

This photo is taken at Dp. Nice huh? I've posted more in my Facebook's randomness album. ^^

TADAAAH~
This week's question.. muahahaha

Q1. Do you know where this picture is taken at? o.O

Tips:Look really deep into it..XD

Q2. Do you know where this picture is taken at? o.O

Tips:Look carefully...It used to be a 7-11 store..

Q3. Do you know where this picture is taken at? o.O

Tips: this one is harder..but if u're a lepak-ist in DP, u'll knw..XD
It's not carrefour... >.<
random XP

For last week's question, i think i set it too easy @@ but not fr this one..hehehe XD
So there's no loser for last post..*a good thing to knw*

I think that would be all, if there's any updates in the blog, you'll see it later ^^
Peace out~

Thanks for reading..